I guess since this is a new blog many of you don’t know but I like to rant about things on tumblr when I feel upset or mad or worried or whatever. So yeah. They are going to be under read mores.

So last night I got really fucking drunk, so much that I barely remember last night’s events. 

Long story short I may have kissed a guy and cuddled with him and flirted with him. 

And that would be great.

Except for the fact that we were both drunk.

And now I feel really bad because I don’t want him to feel like I took advantage of us being drunk to kiss him and shit and ugh I really like him and I don’t want to ruin this.

I just texted him a long message apologizing for kissing him. Explaining my feelings towards the matter.

So hopefully he understands 

but the worst part is.

I know he doesnt get off work for another two hours and wont see the message until then ughghghghghghg

I hate waiting